the bad side of me.

im starting to feel like im the worst in the world... i screw everything up... how could this happen to me? i never thought that it would be so... i have my dream..i have my aim.. hey oli, where the hell is your heart now? why all and everything you undecided? bullshit man.

oli..your study is like shit now c'mon..what the hell you doing? i tell you if you dun buckle up...your future will gone i tell you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! always play ... your ACCOUNT IS SO DAMN SHIT!!! go study la... your LAW there very good ah now? go study la...go memorize it..understand it... bladdy fool.. you are a FOOL NOW!!!!! FOOL!!!! you even screw up your Study Loan....so? then? how you going to study? you better go make it right... what else, camp coming again..you go again... your diploma there you say you regret d..now you go again.. what the F man.... scout is good...but then if you abandon your study, GONE LA YOU!!!!!!! then wat... what you going to be? a low level staff? cashier? bullshit.. is this your AIM? where is your head to think? everyone telling you the same thing and you still dont get it? STUDY .. study please..i beg you.. please focus more on your study..dun always sleep goddamn you. what you get from sleeping? in lecture , sleep..in tutorial sleep, at house? computer facing this idiot stupid square and you see..you are wasting time here typing all this!!!!!!!!! so damn wasting time. you think you are so good now? you can do all you wan t like how you did in diploma? c'mon.. it's just diploma.. it's not ADVANCE DIP....you think with your annoying attitude now you can score good? look at others..look at everyone around you..they are trying hard ..trying so damn hard to achieve their things.... they are trying fucking hard..and you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who are you to say you can without trying? bullshint!~!!!!!!!! bullsihit man!!!!!

you will achieve nothing..
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to be or not to be... THAT IS THE QUESTION.....you determine who and what you are...you are to be YOU!! if you choose not to be this..then so be it...it's your choice... you will suffer... like others give a goddamn care on who and what else you are. qustion yourself.. really is this what you want? is this you think you can be? is this you wan to be? that's the question..

how hard your parent provide you everything? and everything? and anything? feel thankful man..you should. your mum ask you..how's your study? ok la.. that's your answer.. how she felt? just merely an ok? you are so damn dissapointing man... can you be like your brother? always say bro is study nerd..i no need study 1..can score..YOU THINK YOU CAN? go to hell. study...please stufy....

bro ask you teach didi..yplease give him the priorty..you wan to screw his future? no please...no.. i beg you..no............... ask him study... study together wit h him... less go out..less go watch movie.. less sleep...and you can make him better... dun always scout scout scout...please


set your goal, and make it happen. you set it..you make it happen.. if not..it's pointless.. damn pointless.. you are just a pathetic asshope crap.. and i tell you...you dont wanna be that...

think if it yourself.......